This song is personal because I'm reminiscing about someone I was with that I really thought was THE ONE. I never really got to say that things I wanted to say to her, so I figured I'd write it in a letter.
I wish you'd look for me
I wish you'd cook for me
The way you always cook for your exes
You said that we on different pages
This ain't no book to me
But you would always race to conclusions
I guess you took the lead
Who thought this pedigree is something that you'd ever see
I doubted you would ever leave
But doubt is what you get from me
Mixed emotions, something like my drink
It gets cold quick
Thought you caught me in your matrix
But I'm so sick
Don't let that door hit you
I'm not in war with you
Forget the negatives
I always wanted more with you
Like hit the stores with you
Watch you trying all these different outfits
I adore with you
Change up the decor with you
You didn't want it
That's a wish I re-erased for you
Learning all my worth
I even practiced taking blame for you
Happy for those moments
Even if it ain't the same for you
Hope you understand
All those sacrifices I made for you
That's something, ain't it?
But that's life, ain't it?
You know
You're not supposed to understand that
It's part of the game
Cause love let us melt
In Arizona summers
Whatever reason, I'm still pulling up your number
For whatever reason
Cause love let us melt
In Arizona summers
Whatever reason, I'm still pulling up your number
I still call you
I still fall for you
Fuck
This one's for you
I hope you like it
Love you